»i might have been born to meet you«

Ever experienced a loop where you were a cat and the evas were dresses?

Mon, 20 May 2013 11:03:52 -0400

Perhaps.

I’ve experienced quite a number of things, Anonymous.

headlesskaworu: Kaworu sits as instructed and holds his hands together in his lap, arms surrounding...

Fri, 17 May 2013 11:38:39 -0400

Kaworu sits as instructed and holds his hands together in his lap, arms surrounding his head. In truth, he’s a bit envious that a version of himself would have this. Something to come home to. For the first time, he realizes he has nothing but his head now. Though having his head is better than…not having it, he supposes.

When the other returns, he closes his eyes at the contact, then looks up. His body settles into the couch and braces himself for what will most likely feel at least a little disgusting.

With a clean, damp washcloth, Kaworu leans in and begins simply wiping around his alternate’s neck. He is as gentle as he can possibly be, and even moreso as he cleans closer to the actual wound. It’s a mess, honestly, and he’s absolutely terrified of somehow hurting the other boy and making it worse.

When his skin is clean, Kaworu sets the washcloth aside and reveals a pair of tweezers. He lays a hand on the body’s chest, hoping that he contact will be comforting as he picks out the various things that might have settled in his open wound. With a delicacy almost inhuman, he delves in, carefully picking out small bits of sand and whatever else is in there, taking care to wipe the tweezers off periodically.

“Are you still feeling okay … ?” He murmurs, peering into the neck wound, and setting the tweezers aside.

“I’m afraid I’m going to need to clean the head’s end, now.”

good mourning kaworu-kun. - shinji

Thu, 16 May 2013 08:32:07 -0400

Good morning.

child03: [As soon as Shinji returns his attention to Kaworu, the baby seizes his index finger in a...

Thu, 16 May 2013 06:50:52 -0400

child03:

[As soon as Shinji returns his attention to Kaworu, the baby seizes his index finger in a tiny fist and brings it to his mouth, gumming on it intently. He squeaks in surprise.]

I’m lucky he’s not teething, I guess. Babies have very sharp teeth at first.

I’m glad you’re happy, too. It’s comforting to see that there’s at least one other universe where you’re allowed to live a full, peaceful life. I just got a little overwhelmed for a second.

[His cheeks turn rosy and a small smile spreads across his face at the thought of being able to spend more time with Minoru.]

R-really? I would love that — and I’m sure Kaworu would too!

[ Shinji’s casual comment comes as a surprise to Kaworu — he still has a lot to learn about babies. ]

They are … ? I had no idea … do they become dull on their own? Do I have to file them down? Perhaps something to chew on, like a dog.

[ He taps his chin, obviously overthinking, and stares his currently toothless child down. It wouldn’t be good if his teeth were sharp enough for him to hurt himself, so unless they dulled on their own then something would probably have to be done about it. Shinji’s bright smile snaps him out of his trance, though, and he returns it with enthusiasm. ]

I see. Of course, our door is always open to you and yours.

3rdpilot: Read More [ Nuzzling into Shinji’s face, Kaworu’s hand continues without...

Wed, 15 May 2013 13:41:12 -0400

3rdpilot:

Read More

[ Nuzzling into Shinji’s face, Kaworu’s hand continues without any sign of stopping. He barely registers Shinji’s words, his mind hazy with a mess of lewd thought, the brunette, of course, at the center of them. After a moment, though, he pauses and breathes, finally processing Shinji’s request, and nods almost too quickly. ]

Of course … bed?

[ He keeps his words short, and his voice low, as if a decibel too much will shatter the atmosphere he currently revels in. He removes his hand from between Shinji’s legs, opting to rest his hand on the boy’s stomach instead. It’s as delicious a feast for his fingertips as the most decadent meal, and he can’t help but feel more of it while he waits for Shinji to choose their destination. ]

hedgehog-in-dilemma: Do you feel stuck? I think Nagisa feels that way, too. His White Day gift to...

Mon, 13 May 2013 23:36:52 -0400

hedgehog-in-dilemma:

Do you feel stuck?

I think Nagisa feels that way, too. His White Day gift to me was a marble nightingale, and I got the feeling from one of our conversations he was getting tired of shunting back and forth between worlds.

So, don’t think you’re alone, Kaworu.

No, really … I’m perfectly okay. I was just thinking aloud, is all.

Have you tried asking him about that? It seems like it would be tedious, moving all the time, but he’s a little different from me, so I can’t speak for him.

Thank you, Shinji. I truly appreciate that.

askreshinji: Are you alright? I’m fine, thank you.

Mon, 13 May 2013 23:00:55 -0400

askreshinji:

Are you alright?

I’m fine, thank you.

hedgehog-in-dilemma: Um. Uh, Kaworu? Are you suffering from postpartum? Do- Do you need to see...

Mon, 13 May 2013 22:59:31 -0400

hedgehog-in-dilemma:

Um. Uh, Kaworu? Are you suffering from postpartum? Do- Do you need to see somebody?

I’ll- I’ll go with you.

Thank you, I appreciate that you feel concerned on my behalf. I’m quite certain that I am fine, though.

hedgehog-in-dilemma replied to your post: A simple fade to black will, more often than...

Mon, 13 May 2013 22:52:29 -0400

hedgehog-in-dilemma replied to your post: A simple fade to black will, more often than not,…

Deep thoughts on movie credits?

Something like that.

Shinji, have you ever wondered about what kind of lives birds must have? Being able to freely soar wherever they feel they need to go …

Sometimes, I think it might be nice to be a bird.

A simple fade to black will, more often than not, leave one feeling as if a conclusion has been...

Mon, 13 May 2013 10:57:59 -0400

A simple fade to black will, more often than not, leave one feeling as if a conclusion has been reached, whether satisfactory or not. A clear, concise, and ultimately final end. Rather than an ending scene with credits playing over it, which gives one the hope for more, a fade to black seems the best way to end something, once and for all.

I think I will … sleep for the remainder of the day.

Thu, 09 May 2013 22:51:03 -0400

I think I will … sleep for the remainder of the day.

tabrisnolonger: “…S…squishy? Is it noticeably different from older Lilin? Is that natural?” At...

Thu, 09 May 2013 03:39:15 -0400

tabrisnolonger:

“…S…squishy? Is it noticeably different from older Lilin? Is that natural?” At that moment, Kaworu realizes he knows absolutely nothing about babies.

Yet, talk of one Nagisa Kaworu becoming part of a family unit with one Ikari Shinji, he finds it quite touching. A smile comes to him. “When Shinji came home and told me of his feelings while meeting your baby, I found my heart beating a good amount harder than usual. That too… Is that also natural? I typically only experience that in situations of strong emotions.”

“Oh yes, very much so. I believe it’s because baby Lilin take time to develop bones, so he mostly is skin and fat. Incredibly squishy …” Kaworu gets a dazed look on his face, simply thinking about his rolly-polly, squishy little Lilin baby, but snaps back to attention when his other self begins to speak again.

“It sounds to me as if the bond between yourself and Shinji is strong enough that you would want a family with him. A baby, between two people, is … it’s a combination of the two peoples’ efforts and love. It’s a bond that can’t easily be broken. I think that might be part of it, anyway. It’s hard for me to say, not knowing the real father of my own child, but Shinji adopted the role almost immediately, so I feel safe thinking of him as such.”

ahedgehogsdilemma said: I’m tagging them all as reblog prompt and ask prompt, is that doable...

Tue, 07 May 2013 17:11:42 -0400

ahedgehogsdilemma said: I’m tagging them all as reblog prompt and ask prompt, is that doable <:3?

[ yes, that is perfect. thank you~ and sorry i’m such a butt about it. ]

wille-suzuhara said: ooc: Trying my best not to do too many of them, RP has just been slow...

Tue, 07 May 2013 17:00:21 -0400

wille-suzuhara said: ooc: Trying my best not to do too many of them, RP has just been slow recently. ;-;

[ that’s alright! you can do as many of them as you’d like, i don’t mind that at all - all i ask is that you tag them. uwu ]

[ could you all perhaps tag your reblogged prompts so i can savior them? :3 like, the numbers things...

Tue, 07 May 2013 16:57:18 -0400

[ could you all perhaps tag your reblogged prompts so i can savior them? :3 like, the numbers things and the ‘your muse x my muse x’ sort of things? i’m seeing a whooooole lot of them, more of those than actual rping and it’s sort of peeve-worthy for me. sorry, and thank you! ]

3rdpilot: Please. [Shinji noses against Kaworu’s neck, his breath hot against pale skin.] I’m sure....

Tue, 07 May 2013 02:12:08 -0400

3rdpilot:

Please.

[Shinji noses against Kaworu’s neck, his breath hot against pale skin.]

I’m sure. Please. [He blinks up at him, his eyes wide.]

As you wish.

[ Kaworu releases a shuddering breath and descends onto the boy before him, covering his face with soft kisses while his hand moves in to simply feel that part of Shinji he hadn’t been able to feel before now. He’s amazed at how warm Shinji can become, and ceases his flurry of kisses to concentrate on making the other boy feel good without making him uncomfortable. He simply touches, getting a feel for the engorged flesh as if he’s memorizing each curve, and sighs. His own pants feel mysteriously tighter, but he pushes that need out of his mind to focus on Shinji. ]

headlesskaworu: Kaworu bows slightly and takes the same hand he kissed again, smiling broadly. The...

Tue, 07 May 2013 01:59:35 -0400

headlesskaworu:

Kaworu bows slightly and takes the same hand he kissed again, smiling broadly. The kindness he felt from various other selves seemed oddly surreal, and he wonders if this is how Shinji felt when they met long ago.

Grasping the other boy’s hand firmly, Kaworu hums happily to himself and leads his other self to his home. It’s not very extravagant in any way - a modest apartment - but it suffices. He gestures to a fairly worn looking couch and releases the hand he’d been holding.

“Please, sit down. I’ll be back in a moment.”

He disappears into the hallway to collect everything he needs for wound cleaning, as well as a few rolls of bandages and the herbal medicines he’d mentioned before. When he returns, he gives Kaworu a warm smile and pats his head.

“I don’t want to hurt you, so please let me know if you feel uncomfortable at any point.”

3rdpilot said: Kaworu! Shinji?

Tue, 07 May 2013 01:30:35 -0400

3rdpilot said: Kaworu!

Shinji?

[ could you all perhaps tag your reblogged prompts so i can savior them? :3 like, the numbers things...

Mon, 06 May 2013 22:43:53 -0400

“Good evening.”

Mon, 06 May 2013 22:18:48 -0400

“Good evening.”